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Wisdom from a little girl

Words of wisdom from a little girl:

u knw ppl like u n me
feel
like if they get happy
whole world will try n snatch it away frm them
n ders a certain feeling dat if sumthinsg happy ders certainly sumthin wrong
it won last long
n ur not meant fr it
its all in d mind
u jsut need to fight ur own self
n talk n talk n talk a lot
evn when most of it si usless
:-/
u think ur doomed to be sad
Well, I think this is just that I don't get angry a lot, and don't take out my frustration, so after some time It all comes out..
yes
ppl who flush it out regularly
No, that took it all out. I'm not really a violent guy you know.
r more ha[py
this is like the toxin
Yeah. Even you bottle it up na?
which body needs to excrete
once it starts depositing
it causes harm
yup
because i am not used to shouting
n telling
when i feel bad abt things
so it piles up
You do occasionaly become sad.
but that doesn letme get rid of it entirely
becoming sad means its still hurting u
either u hv to be completely indifferent to things
to d extent dat whteva
happens urnt bothered
or learn to deal wd it
one way is challenging urself
set small targets fr urself
i cannot believe i am actually giving u advice
(moment of eternal joy)
evn tho ders nothing like ne joy i feel
bt i still make myself blv dat der is
in small n stupid things like dese
dats hw it works
i think u should bttr go sleep
2mrrw will be beautiful

Thank you, little girl.
You make me, and are special :).

Conclusion

In a desert,
Reliving the past,
The world rolled by,
With it's variety vast.

The silence played in my ears,
A game with my thoughts.
Lost in their romp,
I became my ghost.

One with inhuman power,
I flowed through time and space.
Seeing my life flash before me,
Myself, I could finally face!

The product of a life,
Lived hard and wrongly made.
One which burned through,
Making my soul fade.

Making me a lost cause,
Forced solitude burdened me,
Leaving me astray in the desert,
Forever free.

A fork came to sight,
Like the many faced before.
But void of all feeling,
I became destiny's whore.

Doom moved my limbs
Into the path of the haze,
Into the haze of the purposeless.

Bodies moved there,
Gazing into nothing.
A movement so haunted.
They pulled me in their medley.

Sight blinded,
Legs unmoving,
I became one with the shapes.
One of their many soldiers,
With nothing to gaze,
But my mind revelled in the peace,
The finality of my eternal chase.

Random Musings

Only for you, my love:

The essence of our souls lies in its emptiness.
We go out on long journeys just to find the meaning in our lives.
Sitting in our own world we go on journeys, almost always failing, but slowly learning.
Maybe one day we will find the the one key to ourselves.
The plug to our emptiness. Our filing. Our spiritual other half.
The magic in our lives, will then be complete and we will create our masterpiece.
But maybe sometimes, death, the destroyer of all will consume us before it.
And we will be left incomplete with our souls thirsting for the attainment of our destiny.
Again and again, we wait for our masterpiece to get ready. To be ready to make it.
For the right chance.Again in a cycle, eternally trapped.Until ragnarok.

Sorry.

To everyone.

Sorry for the pain,
In the heart,
Sorry, accept my shame
In this love's dearth.

In this night,
Amidst the silence and malaise,
Sorry for the weald bridge,
'Twixt us set ablaze.

A world we made,
In which to dream,
Sorry for the way,
Its filled with our screams.

I was very wrong,
Unknown to me then.
Sorry my daily song,
Did not in slightest change.

Lost in my pride,
Blinded by my vice,
Sorry for the way in which,
I broke our hearts like Ice.

In this conflagrate,
Of hurt and disdain.
Sorry for adding flakes
Making your efforts vain.

Sorry all my friends,
And dearest family too,
Sorry all whom i've hurt,
And some whom I still do.
To all I just want to say,
For everything thank you.

Thanks everyone.

And I'm sorry.

Sorry again.

You see it's like this.

Project, projects and more projects! :(

And a surprise trip home :D.

Anyways, post something soon(hopefully!)!

Sorry guys.

If anyone is reading this, I am truly sorry. For the posts I mean, or rather the lack of them.

It just so happens that I was having some issues you can say, and for some reason I didn't feel like writing anything.

Plus for some reason I felt that all I needed to do was one thing which was necessary, and which would probably help me(which meant becoming a nerd). Now I know that I cannot just ignore the parts of me that I love, no matter what. These are not excuses, I am just mentioning what I was going through.

I will start writing again very soon. A poem or a paragraph I promise within 7 days.

And then regular writing i.e. once a month starts again I hope.

:). Thanks for bearing with my monologue, like you have always done.

Adios till very soon.

Peace out.