Cancer!

My favourite uncle has cancer!! :-(. And incurable. Last stage. I'm really sad because he was quite a role model to me. I guess it will stir to even more poetic heights! Please pray for him any1 if you read this. Yes, an atheist says this!

BetraYed

"Betrayed"

Now I am all alone,
Like a dog without a bone,
Missing you,
No heart to call home.

The void you left,
Grows so far large,
Never can I hope to fill it,
For who can take your place in my heart?

You had said you loved me,
And would be with me forever,
Yet you left me,
When I needed you the most...

We were so close,
No matter how far,
I always trusted who you were,
And nothing else would have mattered..

But now I see a bit clearly,
For the haze is starting to lift,
And not even a hug or a kiss,
Was that letter your last gift?

Shapes fade into view,
And an endless tunnel beckons,
The maelstrom soothes my heart,
And pieces of me don't seem to fit.

I had thought you were special,
And would have pulled out stars from the skies,
But all you had were lies,
And you're etched onto my heart,
Where alone and unimportant I wither and die.......

Loneliness

The first verse has been taken from 'Forsaken'

Here I sit all alone,
Like a forsaken without a home,
Lost in the labyrinth of life.
And lies and hate I used to hope,
Hope for some new fortitude,
But all I seek now is soltitude.

Lost have I my faith,
For lies are all it has shown,
And an atheist now I pray,
for deliverance from bodily bondage.

Longed have I for some joy,
And not too much to hope, some peace.
But dashed to pieces that desire
Has been, like the inner fire.

Trust some do,
Deceived they are,
Love some do,
Fooled they are,
Lost are lovers,
Stuck in the web of bondage.

To each his own!
The only motto that works,
For compassion and friendship are lost,
And like a few drops-
Can never be found in this ocean of selfishness!

Oh the worthless living!
Feelings ruthlessly killed,
The dull day giving way to eternal dark,
And the light-seekers are extinguished...

Come take us now death!
For noone cares for farewells,
And all alone I depart.......

My valentine's day poem.

Life cannot imagined without you,
You are the most beautiful that is true,
Even though you're a million miles away,
In my thoughts right next to me you stay.
And on this day, a lover's shrine,
For the very first time,
I, truly yours, asks to thine,
And any answer you give shall be fine,
O [name], will you be my valentine?

Forsaken

Here sit I, all alone,
Like a forsaken without a home,
Lost in this labyrinth of life...
Love noone does me,
Hate who does not?
And indifference is as commonly shown,
as eggs of a maggot.

Friends did I once have,
Loyal and faithful they seemed,
But blinded my eyes were,
And now the sweet dream has been preened....

Love did I a girl once,
O most beautiful and innocent!
But mute was she to my overtures,
And let down was I by my queen!
She told me we were best friends,
And I fell for her rap,
But its only a wicked gameplan,
Never fall for that trap!

For if you are snared,
Be aware, dreamer!
Siphoned off you will be,
Your secrets and treasures,
For good measure,
till dry as the Gobi you seem.

And when you ask to be reciprocated,
From the one who seems is yours,
Laughed and scoffed at you will be,
Till your heart turns to stone!

And then wisdom does dawn,
That you're acting like a dumb fawn,
And as you turn away,
You can never again be gay.
And the all-consuming void,
That has been made in you by the one,
Numbs you, Encompasses you,
And you, a withered being,
trundle on into nothingness........

My sudden urge for poetry.

I've suddenly felt an urge to write poetry, and with the recent events in my life making me a lil' bit emotional and sentimental, writing it seems so easy and natural. So like from the next post the poetry begins.....get ready for and exciting, introspective, and maybe even comic ride!!